— The Zone by The Weeknd
You’re the one I could become fully committed to. We would work.
They say the blood flow to my brain is interrupted by the misalignment of the atlas in my skull causing me to be more tired, anxious, and depressed.
Here’s a tip for you males out there:
If your aim is to get laid by a lady, it’s not really a smart idea to be talking with your buddies about how every other bitch you know is “so fucking hot”
me driving through the ghetto
It sucks that I lived with you and shared a bed with you and thought of nothing but you for how long has it been by now? But it’s just too big of a problem for you to even respond to a text. Even if you need time to find yourself, who doesn’t? I guess I must really be interfering with your self-discovering journey because if you truly cared about me you would answer my cries for help. At least with a text saying “it’ll be alright” or some bullshit like that. That’s all I needed. After everything. Just seeing something from you makes my day. But no.
You’re too good for that.
Anyway, I invested more into this than you ever did. Even if you say these last 3 months you were here were because of me. Even if I fucked up beyond belief; I still kill myself over it, it still fucking hurts, more than it ever did to you I’m fucking sure of that. You never really showed me that you cared, not until the last few weeks we were together. You just waited around for me to do all the work.
You don’t know how it feels.
I love you a lot. I wish you the best. But I can’t do this anymore. I’m not cool with being ignored like this. If you can’t be here at all for me now, I don’t want you in my future.
You’ve been gone for 6 weeks now and you’ve simply ignored me most of this time. What we really had together only lasted 4. I don’t think you even appreciated the box I worked so hard to put together for you; your “thank you”s sounded empty. You didn’t even read the letter and knowing that really hurts.
And you know I’m not materialistic but, when have you ever given me a gift just because you wanted to see me happy?
That’s enough logic for me to realize it’s time for me to forget about you.
I just wish I didn’t live in this apartment anymore because everywhere I look, I can see you. I’ve never felt like this before and it hurts. I can’t wait to move. Then it’ll be possible to forget.
I’ve never really been entirely “there”
never wanted anything in life, never really gave a shit
and so when I do, silly me, what else should I expect besides letdowns
out of my fucking mind and I don’t want to ever go back
too sad scary lonely confusing. I’ll be better off brainless
If you are to keep and love and be loved by the Pisces woman, you will need to open yourself up in your entirety, she must know your true self, your strengths and weaknesses, with all of the faults that you possess. You will never lose the Pisces female, if you are true with your feelings and always be open and straight with her. If not you will see that she will be caught up in all kinds of fantasies, and will have great difficulty from telling fact from fiction when you try to communicate with her. If you are not careful, the Pisces female due of her imagination and creativity will, much to your chagrin, throw logic out of the window and lose track of what is going on in her head.
These same feelings can also cause the Pisces female to stay in a relationship that is unfavorable, because she has false hopes that it is true love. The Pisces female has great difficulty when in love, to see a person as they really are. So if you are going to keep the Pisces female from cheating than, honesty and openness are the best policy.
It is true that a Pisces is the most complex of all the horoscope signs but it goes against her nature to be unfaithful, once she has found the right person and achieve a higher realistic love. This is a woman that will be straight and honest with you also, and you will be greatly rewarded with a partner that is not only empathetic, but truly loves you only.”
Today I officially begin making music. Every single day from here on out.